The shape of your feelings…
Despair has a shape. Outrage has a shape. As do anger, fear, rage, or terror.
Our bodies are fully integrated vessels that are able to feel and process and move emotions healthily if we allow them to. The problem is when we hold back, hold in, or lash out.
When given time and the proper space, we can feel and express our feelings in a way that completely discharges the emotion and does no harm.
With emotions running so high right now, one thing we can do is allow ourselves to move our emotions in a healthy, productive, and healing way.
You can do this individually, and there is also a way to do this communally that could bring deep healing.
It begins with the ability to identify and speak your feeling. What are you feeling? Anger, rage, outrage, despair?
Say it out loud to another person. They don’t have to do anything in return other than show that they are listening. If you are alone, write it down, and say it to yourself. If it helps, look at yourself in the mirror as you speak your feelings.
Next, give the feeling a shape. That is, let your body move in the way that will express the feeling.
Despair can look like you balled up in the fetal position rocking yourself side to side.
Outrage can look like you flinging your arms and legs, kicking, or punching as if you were shadowboxing but with all your energy invested into each motion.
The key is to listen to your body. Once you’ve spoken your feelings, listen to what your body wants to do to move the emotion.
In community, the most powerful way of doing this is in a circle. Allow a person (the doer) to be in the center of the circle with one other person (the witness) who is listening to them and holding space for their movement. The witness can mimic the movement of the doer and in this mirroring relay the feeling of being seen and understood to the doer. All the while those sitting in the circle witness and hold the container for this emotional process.
If alone or in a group, give your body the time it needs to move in any way it needs to move to fully express your emotions. You’ll know when it’s over because your body will feel calm and the emotion will have subsided. You will feel more at peace.
Give shape to your emotions and feel them move through your body.
In this way, you will have restored wellbeing to your mind, body, and spirit. Not just to yourself, but to your community as well.